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Lee's powerful Story
of why I
believe Jesus is the only way to heaven
Around late 80's, early 1990's, I’d been out in my car, playing around
with a communication called CB-Radio, chatting to others. When I later
got home I had a pot noodle, my usual favorite, nothing out of the
ordinary for me. Anyhow I had a dream that was to change my life
dramatically. It was more a dream within a dream I think it could be
said. This dream though, was to leave a lasting impression on me.
(The Dream) - Suddenly I awoke the walls seem to be peeling down, as if
melting, what’s going on I thought. I went rushing into my mother’s
bedroom to tell her about what was happening. But, as usual she does
not seem to be taking me seriously. Anyhow out of the corner of my eye
I could tell there was like a head in the middle, but along the edge of
the bed, if that makes sense, a bald guy, no it was attached I’m sure,
kind of like it was learning over, resting his chin on the bed. Then
right in the corner sitting down was a chubby man with like a white
talc powered appearance. Anyway I woke up with a stare, my eyes just
opened with a stare, not the usual jerk that have accompanied so many
nightmare dreams. For the next two weeks I had some kind of oppression,
I know it’s hard to explain. But it was like something pressing down on
my brain, some sort of dull ache, something squeezing my brain
slightly, if that makes sense. At first I took some comfort in it as it
was like being spaced out on drugs, not that I have taken any in my
life. It seemed to give me a kind of confidence, I was not quite so shy
anymore. The thing is, I kept getting this feeling, impression, call it
what you will, to hit such and such over the head with a hammer, WHAT,
why on earth should I do a thing like that. Yes I told the person close
to me about it. Anyway I did seem to live with it, and surpress such
thoughts, and ignore them.
by the way I later interpretted this to be satan's way of saying carry
on the way you are and you'll be coming to me, in other words on my way
to hell. If that was the case it was certainly to back fire.
In 1993, I had my first girlfriend and so was in a more softer mood. I
was around my Cousin’s, and he asked if I wanted to pray. Oh no not
that Jesus thing again I thought. Still, being in a softer mood I
thought why not, what the heck. Then, Wow, afterwards I couldn’t
believe it, this oppression in my head had suddenly lifted and gone,
even my cousin looked shocked and he’s suppose to believe. Well I can
tell you, I drove home that night, car window down, tears welling up in
my eyes. I felt alive again, I could feel the night air, I could
breathe, it was truly nothing short of awesome. Sadly though, it came
back. When I did become a Born Again Christian in Jan 1995, cousin
still praying for me it still kept returning. Then In the later part of
1990’s I started to drift, and eventually church became less and less.
I
started a web site late 2001. I was trying to create a community, but
it did not have much success, so eventually turned it into a Christian
Site. On 15/03/03, I took a look at my web site’s guest-book. This
looks interesting I thought. Now I must point out that around this time
I had sent a letter to Tony Blair opposing the war against Iraq. The
things being said on this website were alarming to say the least. So I
mailed my Tony Blair letter to try and use my weight further, only I
mailed it to the Russian’s and then said at the bottom, ‘By the way can
you take a look at this site.' Silly me always rushing in. After I sent
it, I thought oh no, if they read that about themselves being involved
in an attack on America on this website, and let's say it’s true,
stupid me.
Later
I went to google and typed things in like end times, visions and
dreams. To my amazement I found lots of sites similar to the one that
had posted on my guest book. Then on 22/03/03 I had contact from the
guy behind that web site. He was telling me some things I’ll say. He
told me things like the Iraq war will turn nuclear and so forth. Then
after telling me that he was taking a break, him being in a Library, I
also went off. When I came back on and read the latest email from him,
I was shocked. He told me something I knew within seconds was right. He
had told me that God told him I was a fake. He appeared to be correct.
I had something that God did not approve of. So I threw them out. WOW,
suddenly guess what happened during this. My head was lifting more and
more. I felt lighter headed, no big oppression any more. However it is
my belief today that guy was a false prophet.
That
same night, I think it was, I had an attack. I suddenly found that
I could not sleep, in a desperate situation I got out of bed and felt
strange, it was like I was fading. I was in a panic stricken state. I
put the TV on, maybe they dropped that nuclear bomb I thought But nope,
just more bombing of the capital. Strange I thought, so on went my
computer to seek comfort. Then suddenly I heard something in my head
say go on kill yourself. I was aware of shivering and shaking so I
checked the thermometer and it was between 22-23.0’c, which was for me
usually warm enough in my bedroom. Luckily a great woman called
Jacquetta was on at the time and after much e-mailing asking her to
pray, suddenly I felt the Holy Spirit come on me and the shaking and
shivering motions stopped, as I raised my hands either side of me. It
was the most powerful and awesome I have ever felt God's spirit.
Sep
07 update
Weird
felt like I was gonna be attacked, or have an attack, having had a
great day in the christian chat room, suddenly as I'd expected would
happen the mood changed, it was 2nd September and I felt strange, a
demonic attack again, maybe panic one, who knows.
They,
what the heck, I'm balling my eyes out, crying and crying, back on the
chat I go, web cam on, am I playing, no it's real, so don't show off
then, one or two came in odd once sensed the mood from stuff I typed,
as I spoke out to God.
But
I'd close the cam and just say I was alright and thanked them.
It
felt, though I was still being the rude of me late person, that I was
also finding a heart I thought I'd long lost.
I'm still terrified
of dying, thought of feeling any pain and then
afterwards ending up in hell. After all satan tortures those that once
belong to God the most.
All I want is some TLC, not the usual preach and God this and God that,
when we hurt we turn inwards, we want to see God through them, not be
told it. Easy when you are alright and close to God to just preach it.
Trouble with what I have, 'spirit of fear' is that you fear doing
anything about it.
April 2008
People think when you
fall you hypocrite, but they bought the lie spread by satan in the
world that doing good gets you into heaven. I tell people the truth,
it's because I fall and am a sinner that I need Jesus, like I said if
you believe being a good person will buy you a ticket into heaven, please
click here now.
No, what sets a person of God apart is that they hate what they now do,
when they sin, they ask God for forgiveness and do their best not to
repeat it, the person who is not yet saved, still worldly as we all
were when born just carries on, having sex, doing porn, killing,
stealing, whatever it is, and often does not really care, or dwell on
it to much.
It hit me hard. what did? The Bishop Michael Reid thing, oh so you were
a follower, watched his what god can do for you stuff right?
Actually, no, very rarely, hmm, so why the effect.
I don't know, weird, I've been struggling, not as close to God again,
longing for May 2003, only less over the top, passionate in the right
way sort of thing, and yet have been, well after many circumstances
afraid to return big time, I guess this is an on going thing. I'd fall
and feel I'd ruined my testimony, but people that are not saved yet
don't get it, same with King David.
In fact many Christian's don't get it, I don't approve of what Michael
Reid did, committing adultery, it is a crying shame though, truly
tragic. The world in it's soft core porn like papers these days has a
field day, we all do some point in our lives, going poor Britney Spears
and we gossip at work, or to other Christian friends.
Then one day we find ourselves in a situation and we think, no, wow,
what is happening and where werwe you God why did you allow this to
happen.
It is a crying shame, truly, but that is the point I keep making, see
the link above, and you'll find more people more genuine that admit it
more and do not hide it more. This is how I know the Bible to be true,
because in most cases in life you won't get that level of detail, just
Oh David went through a rough patch and ended up with this woman, long
story anyway, NO, He committed Adultery and had the husband killed as
such, lust leading to murder, and a baby death, arghhhhhhh, God is not
some God that beats people with a stick, I hate you, I hate gays I hate
this and that, NO, His Bible were a collection of letters given to men
through His Holy Spirit and all accurate, I challenge you to test the
Bible out, explore and research.
No the Bible is a manual for life, He cares that much He tells you how
to live it because creating us He knows best.
Don't believe me, lol, okay what about food, man's way, leading to
cancer or God's leading to healthier life, see the links below, is all
I'll say on it, because I care, because God cares about you, loves you,
wants you to know the truth. The Bible is a manual for life, a love
letter to us, not some over the top out of date rule book.
Satan's biggest lie, evolution and doing good gets you into heaven
among many other things.
But remember, one thing I do know for sure, is that Bible history
always repeats itself, whenevcer satan dances for joy, jumps up and
down, guess what, bang God comes through. So these must surely be the
last days, many signs He gave us and we see them happening today, and
sad news is it will get far worse, making the 2004 big Tsuami and 911
and lots of other things put together seem like a small drop in the
ocean.
But don't blame God, it's or fault, goes way way back to Adam and Eve.
See links below, research, okay, that's all I ever ask, because many
many years ago I was like you, not saved, playing songs, slagging God
off, blaming Him. That was until I knew the truth.
After all, think you just wanna risk it, live party and die, 'Is there
more to lie than this.'
Do
you or someone you know have cancer?
Is there more to life than this?
If
I am good enough
will I enter heaven?
Evidence
for creation
Honey the
answer to staying healthy
As for those
Christians struggling it is easier said than done, but Paul gives the
answer, we live in Romans Chapter 7 and the key is to live as in
Chapter 8, closer to God, in His Spirit, then you will sin less.
Difficult in a world that belong to satan as the Bible says and full of
so much bad stuff.
We don't want to live God's way, that's the sin, tainted blood line in
us, hence the virgin birth being true, Jesus had to be born of a
virgin, no involvement from man, otherwise he'd have had that tainted
blood.
I tell you what though, I can look back and I'm getting on for 40 and
say it was far better in the 1980's even, yes we had violence, mostly
at football games, but now that it is not so bad now there it has
gotten far worse in the community.
Satan's biggest goal to split up faimiles and ruin communities and he
has succeeded. Society is falling apart and often we blame God, when it
is us that refuse to live it his way, we buy satan's lie and don't want
to live like a robot, doing what God wants us to do, so we buy the lie,
live for ourselves screw up our lives and ruin many others.
Yeah great living satan's way ain't it, but if he really told people
the truth, hey this drug man gonna give you a high, you'll love it, oh
but by the way you'll soon be returning for more once hooked and then I
won't be giving it you free, and it's expensive and so you'll steal
money, maybe even from your own family to get your fix and hey no
worries you'll be changed man, for the worse of course, you'll ruin
your life and those around you and if you are really lucky you'll end
up dead and be in hell with me where I can laugh at you forever and
torture you forever, lovely eh, so how about it then, GET LOST DRUG
PUSHER (SATAN).
But sadly we don't
want to do it God's way, who is such a gentleman as you see from my
testimony, satan invades, attacks and God does not. His Mercy is
awesome. Go on, test it, go on an Alpha Course, enjoy the free meals,
well some are free, lol, serious, test it out, nothing to lose, see how
loving and genuine many Christians are and finally learn the truth.
Christian is just a name, not a religion, it's a faith, Jesus, real
name Yeshua was a Jew, not blonde haired and blue eyed. Church needs to
wake up, realize this, we are adopted into the Jewish family, He is
coming back for His church Yes, and His first love, children of Israel
too, amen.
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