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"When they told me that one more drink would be bad for me, I put my life in the hands of the Lord Jesus and stopped drinking," said Little Bull, a soft-spoken woman who has been working with the street people and volunteering at her church ever since.
Alcoholism always remains a personal choice, Old Person said.
"When you come right down to it, everyone has problems," he said. "I have problems that no one knows about, but that's no excuse to drink."
Little Bull no longer employs those excuses, either.
"Many of the street people come up to me now and they tell me they want to be like me because I look so happy," she said.
http://www.gannett.com/go/difference/greatfalls/pages/part8/recovering.html

Hello, my name is Leroy.  I am 52 years old, and I am a recovered Alcoholic, and have been for nine years. I would like to share with you my testimony of what the Lord Jesus has done for me. You noticed that I didn’t say "recovering" alcoholic; I have already recovered by the blood of the lamb and the word of my testimony! I am a new Creation created in Christ Jesus for good works. Old things have passed away and all things are new.  You see, that Old Man is gone, Praise God!
I used to have an old shot gun stuck behind the TV for rabbit hunting, and the more I’d drink, the more that little voice would say, "why don’t you just stick the shot gun in your mouth and pull the trigger?"  But there was another voice that would tell me, "NO! That’s not the way, don’t do it!"  So I would ask my wife to hide the gun, and as soon as she hid it, the little suicide voice would stop. This went on for years and by the grace of God I am still alive.  Something inside of me wouldn’t let me end it. The devil couldn't get me to use the shot gun so he thought he would try to kill me another way.  On August 1, 1991, I had a heart attack. I could of died, but by the grace and mercy of God, I made it through.
While I was in the hospital on my sick bed, Jesus was knocking on my heart’s door.  I made a decision during that time to come back to the Lord. On the first Sunday I was home from the hospital, I went back to church, where I belonged in the first place. After I had been going to church for a few months, I realized that the craving for a drink had stopped. God had completely delivered me and I didn’t even ask Him to, or did I?
All those times in the past that I had cried out to him for help, I thought He wasn’t listening, but now I know He was. It took something drastic in my life for me to listen to what he was trying to tell me. The Old devil tried to kill me, but Jesus came on the scene, and when Jesus shows up, things happen!  Now I am saved, filled with the Holy Ghost, and I praise God for he does hear and answers prayer.
http://www.precious-testimonies.com/BornAgain/h-k/hicks.htm

I ended living in a shed in someone’s backyard with nothing but the clothes on my back I had given up on life and I cared about nothing anymore, I wasn’t suicidal but I was a broken man.
I did not feel anything different but God had plans, from that day on seventh day of February 1993, 29 years of age I never touched drugs and alcohol again, my old friends finally thought I went mad, The following Thursday night I went to a healing service and for the first time in my life I felt Gods presence and knew that he was real, and that he set me free from alcohol and drug addiction, I cried for the first 12 months of knowing him I felt the lord had kept saying to me I have taken the drugs and alcohol the more he said that the more I just cried, my life changed dramatically the filthy language went almost straight away, my hunger for the word and for God and his presence and spending time with my Christian family was awesome.
http://www.testimonies.com.au/topics/alcohol_1.htm

I drank for ten years. By then, alcohol had a hold of me. I remember a two week period when I stayed drunk all of the time, and I didn’t want to live any more.
Although raised in the Catholic church, I was not a born again Christian. I had tried praying a lot in the early years of my illness but figured that God didn’t hear me.I knew I probably wouldn’t live much longer drinking the way that I was, and I couldn’t believe that my life had turned out the way it had. So one day I decided I had better talk to God. As I did, I saw things in myself that I had never seen before; how I had held grudges against people and never really forgave. I told God about my life and that I didn’t know how I got to be that way, but I didn’t want to be that way any more. I told him that I just wanted to love people. When I got up from my knees, I was a different person. He delivered me from alcohol, nail-biting, bad language, fear, and probably things I don’t even know about. It wasn’t as if I said to myself, Well, I have had this talk with God, so now I have to clean up my act. I could not have done that. All of it was just GONE. I thought, Oh, there really is a God, and I’m probably the only person this has ever happened to. (Really, now! I am still amazed at thinking those things.)
http://net-burst.net/tough/miracles.htm#n1
Before I gave my life to Jesus Christ, my life was a mess. I was looking for help in all the wrong places. I tried everything! Nothing filled the empty place that I had in my life. I tried sex. I tried the drug scene. I even became an alcoholic trying to fit in with my so called "friends." I tried a lot of things that just put me deeper and deeper in a deep dark pit. There was only one answer to filling the void in my life, and I really didn't have a clue as to what that was.
People started telling me about Jesus Christ. I didn't want to hear it. I was my own God and I didn't need anyone telling me what to do. Well, so much for what I "thought" about the Lord. I have to seriously tell you, I was so ignorant about spiritual things. I had no clue that the one I had been resisting, was the exact one that I needed to fill that void in my life. I finally went to church with a Christian and accepted Jesus Christ into my heart and life. I didn't feel a thing, just said a prayer.
Two weeks later, I was praying a "lay me down to sleep prayer" and a peace came over my whole body, from head to toe. It was so awesome. I can't explain it, but I'll never forget it. It was during this precious moment that I realized that I was saved (born again). As you pray and as the Lord to help you to stop doing things that are not pleasing to Him, He will do it! As you ask Him to deliver you from drug addiction, alcoholism etc., He will do it. Sometimes, it happens very quickly, other times, it takes a while. Every case is different, but the Lord will do it for you. I'm a living testimony to this. I was instantly delivered from using drugs when I accepted the Lord. Two years later, I was completely delivered from alcohol.
http://oneway.jesusanswers.com/about.html

By the time I reached 20, I was already a alcoholic living on 18-20 beers a day. My life so far had been one of fear, depression, confusion and anger. I tried to escape through drugs and alcohol but to no avail.
Now after spending my whole life in the Swedenborgian religion it was hard to just say I would give it all up to follow Jesus. Especially since Swedenborg's are supposed to have the best religion. I mean if they really have the second coming of Jesus Christ then any other religion would pale in comparison to it right? Yet here was a man who was living proof to the contrary. He testified to me about the power of God, that you can have a real and personal relationship with Jesus Christ. So why did I feel so empty inside? Why all the hurt, guilt and pain?
Jim then asked me if I would pray with him to received Jesus Christ into my heart. But again a life time of being a Swedenborgian and also being a bit embarrassed, I said no. He said he understood and asked me if he could pray for me? Now the only way I knew to pray and the only prayer I had ever heard any Swedenborgian pray is "The Lord's Prayer" you know the "Our Father who art in heaven...." So I said O.K. thinking that's what I'd hear. Jim then began to pray  out loud and from his heart. He talked to God in a powerful and personal way. I had never heard anyone pray like that before. Here was this man praying for me with such feeling and heart and as he prayed tears were streaming down his face as he wept for me. This man didn't even know me and yet he prayed like he really cared. He prayed that God would reveal himself to me in a personal way, that I too would come to know Jesus as Lord and Savior. I then felt a little something break in my heart. This was the first time someone had shown real compassion and love for me. Though my heart was hardened by my life of sin, I felt it soften a bit then.
The next day I went to work. Then suddenly at around 9:30 I stopped what I was doing. Something was different. Something had happened in me, I could feel it. I felt a real joy, peace and love I had never felt before. It was incredible! I felt like a huge weight had been lifted off my shoulders. Now tears of Joy filled my eyes instead of tears of pain. I walked around saying "I can't believe it. He really answered me" I remember calling Jim to tell him that I had prayed that prayer the night before and how wonderful I now felt.
http://www.carm.org/testimonies/david_weaver.htm
I hit my knee's in that instant and just begged God and Jesus Christ if they Truly existed { I had my doubts) to just touch me and take all the  alcohol from my body including every cell, and to take the emotional pain I was in away if He just wanted too. Well I started tingling all over immediately and just got up from my knee's and sat down. I felt strange and warmth and for once in 8 years I was stone sober...scary kind of.
http://www.carm.org/testimonies/dan_alcohol.htm
(Aren't you also like the person above ready to challenge God, call out to Him and really mean it, you have nothing to lose and everything to gain.)

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